Musically, do you have an open mind?

I keep on apologizing for not posting in a while….whelp, I apologize again. Anywho, yeah I like my haircut its pretty awesome. Pretty much went from Deathhawk to Mohawk. I don’t mind that. I’m gonna let it grow a little longer, but I had to start really short in order to get my hair healthy again. People keep saying my hair looks like horse hair, including my mother. I guess that’s a good thing…? Hah.

On to seemingly more interesting subjects, I am so damn hungry. My mom is making stir fry now, and I can smell it. Chicken stir fry…with chestnuts and green beans…

It’s that weak, shaky kind of hungry, y’know?

My sister had a doctor’s appointment in another town and unfortunately I couldn’t go with her (she left in the middle of school- of course I would love to do that as well). Anywho, she got me a manga while she was there (I know what you’re thinking, “nerd!” Well….. yeah you’re pretty much right). It’s a manga called Blue Exorcist. If you like manga, I’d recommend it…. and Death Note, Soul Eater, and Black Butler.

I should do my homework. The night before last I stayed up past my bedtime drawing. I always have to listen to an album while I draw… I listened to The Sky’s Gone Out by Bauhaus…..


I listened to it like, four times in a row. It is a real trip when you’re drawing, or doing anything that makes you think creatively. It’s calming and….awesome…. My brain is kinda fuzzy right now…I’m still hungry, y’know. So I’m lacking interesting adjectives. Forgive me. I love to write, but I also love to eat….

Anyways…I know I recommend a ton of shit, but yeah…I would recommend Bauhaus, and if you already know them but haven’t listened to The Sky’s Gone Out– I recommend it (although it’d be rather silly if you listen to them but have never heard that album- that’s kind of like saying you listen to Michael Jackson, but have never heard the Thriller album….)

You might like Bauhaus if you like:

  • 80’s music
  • Goth/darkwave/deathrock/new wave/punk/alternative, etc
  • David Bowie, Joy Division, The Cure, etc
  • rhythmic music with lots of instrumentals…

Yeah. By the way, don’t be scared away by the second bullet- some people will hear “Goth” and think “oh dear, this is loud and screamy”.

If that’s what you think, I can guarantee that you have never heard the music before! Keep an open mind, it’s a very awesome (and sometimes beautiful) genre!

If you have no idea what I’m talking about, I challenge you to listen and judge for yourself. Bauhaus is the most basic you can get in this genre. Out of songs, I recommend She’s in Parties, In The Night, and/or Who Killed Mr Moonlight.

Do you have an open mind? Are you willing to try new things?

I certainly am!

Have fun man

What the hell am I talking about….



Gettin’ a haircut, man

Yep. Pretty excited, actually. Boy… is it actually getting COOL outside??

How exciting! You must think I’m insane. You might be thinking, “You’re 14, and you talk about the weather?”

Well…..yes. If you live in the Midwest, where weather changes quickly and drastically, you’d understand my excitement. I like I said, I’m a jacket person.

It keeps on raining. I like it, but it flattens my hair.

Ok, back to the haircut. I usually sport a deathhawk- “old” people may know what i’m talking about- a fluffy, teased up mohawk, popular in the Goth/Deathrock, and maybe even punk scenes (not as much punk as it is in goth, but Deathrock is pretty versatile).

Well, anyway, yeah. And I have the sides cut all short like chihuahua. Well, anyway, I’m gonna cut the whole hawk itself a little shorter and thinner, and get all of the side-shit off….the chihuahua stuff….hehe.


People who have been to more diverse places may know what I mean by “deathhawk”…I know, it’s a corny word, but hey- that’s the term. I didn’t invent it.

This is a deathhawk. Mine is black and doesn’t have the fancy side-y things.

Mine has been blue before, though. Actually its been lots of colors. But I’m keeping it black for at least a year, because the bleaching became a little much for my hair.



I’m so sorry, but I gotta cut this short. I have a bad Monday Headache.

Have a good day n’ such, I’ll tell you how I like my hair cut (whether you want me to or not, heheheh)


You can call me Noj

Hey. I’m going to talk about nothing and stuff. Enjoy. Or don’t enjoy. Either way.

You can call me Spider in a Jar, Ru, or Noj (Pronounced like John, but spelled backwards). It’s just a nickname… I’m gonna keep my “real” first name and last name private, simply because pedophiles are disturbing.

Hm…. What to write, what to write. That is the question. Why did I start this blog, I wonder? To rant? To entertain? To practice my writing skills? To kill boredom? Perhaps a combination. Just something to do, I guess. No skin off my knees to blab about nothing, I do it all the time. Well, in reality, I hardly talk at all, but I do love to type. It’s a much simpler and easier outlet for me to manipulate, I find.

Just a freshman in high school; fresh meat. Rather shy and socially awkward. Is that new to anyone? I highly doubt it. Despite it being Monday -lunes en español, I have plenty of time on my hands, because of Labor Day. No school for me today. Thank God.

I jump from subject-to-subject rather quickly….

I am trying to learn several languages. Languages are a pretty rich thing to experience. Spanish, Italian, Japanese, maybe Norwegian, I dunno, the possibilities are endless. I know a little Japanese, and a little Spanish because of my Spanish class, but I’m not very good at Italian because I’ve hardly started yet.

Wow, whoever is listening to my rambles must have absolutely nothing to do, haha. It’s ok, I guess blogs are meant to be read. Maybe….

We (“we” being my older sister and I) made some cupcakes today. We tend to bake a lot. I guess it’s just something to do. I live in a hellishly small town, and if you can’t find something to do then things can get on your nerves. I can’t wait to get out of this place, go to a big city….

Went to Las Vegas once. Loved it. Pretty awesome. I can’t wait to go to college. I’ll study like, entrepreneurship or some shit. I don’t 100% know yet. I’d like to do entomology (insects), art, foreign languages (of course), business/entrepreneurship, and/or…..something else. I dunno.


Maybe I should say a little more about myself? I dunno (well, you know one thing, it’s that I say “I dunno” a lot….)

I guess I could write somethin’ about myself, but I’m not that interesting.

I’m 14 (yes, a young person), love insects, I love 60’s-90’s music, I’m into Goth and Deathrock, don’t have many friends, don’t have much of a life (although it’s a much better life now than it once was), I like to draw, I watch anime, I like old video games, animals, obsessing over celebrities, food, and……

I love Michael Jackson?

I guess there’s a summary of my life right there.

Forgive me if I ever start typing in Spanish, I like to practice every once in a while.

I suppose that’s all for now. I don’t really have any idea on what to type in this thing. All I know is that I wanna type, haha.