Yeah, I’m actually living. Even though it’s been about a year since I’ve posted anything. That’s typical of me. To forget about something for about a year or so, then come back as if nothing had ever happened. Super psyched about hallows eve this year, because they actually sell household shit that I’m willing to purchase.I feel like I need another break already.I just got back from fall break about a week ago. Which is funny because thats one of the last things I wrote about before I left this site.
Sigh, I’m bored. I’m weary from my own lack of activity, really.I have nothing to actually do and no one to talk to right now. My sister left for Seattle a few months ago and I’ve been pretty lonely; it’s not easy to talk or to attempt to make friends when you’re an introvert with social anxiety. I like to hang out with friends, but I don’t like the painful process of making them. Its a shitty cycle, man.
I’m just sitting here right now on my tablet at two o’clock in the morning, listening to music. That reminds me, if there’s a really stupid typo, I apologize. I’m not the best at typing on this thing, and its not the best at understanding the words I want to use. I really feel like being left alone right now. That’s another problem. being lonely but wanting to be alone.
I said that I want to be alone right now because there’s this guy I have to live with, and he’s just barging around making noises and shit. The night used to be My Time, but now I have to deal with his stupid ass. (He’s my mom’s boyfriend). It’s fine for her to have a boyfriend of course, but she had to pick a rude ass slob which is just not cool, y’know? What the hell does she see in him…..
OK my eyes are getting too tired. I hope I didn’t disappoint anyone who remembers me, due to my absence.